A Happy Disaster

He was going to be 1 month sober on Monday... he relapsed again, yesterday. 

He passed out tonight, he usually always does when he gets to drinking. 

I hid his keys again so he couldn't sneak out and drive when he's drunk... 

He came in the room screaming, turning all the lights on about his wallet and keys... glad our son didn't wake up...

He won't stop ... gave him the keys so he wouldn't wake up our son.. he accused me of hiding his wallet too but I honestly have no idea where he put it...

He took my card... and left... 

1:54 AM, liquor store closes ar 2AM ...

 I could hear him from the back of the house while he's outside, it's obvious he didn't make it on time ... upset, screaming and slammed the door  ...

"It's your fault, you took too long" he says... 

Nights like these I fear for us... 

Sincerely,

The lyfe of a Gamerz Gurlfriend Wife <3

The Beginning of Our Forever

 ... Our son is my purpose of life. I still can not believe I created this little human. My baby boy is the perfect blend of both of us. We couldn't be happier as parents...

Toddler stage is definitely a test but I would not want it any other way. I love being mommy. 

IAM you are my everything and I love you with all my heart. I want you know that mommy is trying her best and I'm not giving up. You deserve the wold and you definitely deserve the better versions of me. I refuse to fail you. 

  Sincerely,

The lyfe of a Gamerz Gurlfriend Wife <3

The Start of 2022

 Where to begin!! Maybe by not being rude... Hello my readers!! It has been years!! Literally. 

I married my Gamer by the way, March 2015!

Had our baby boy June 2019... now that that's out the way let me FILL you in... it's about to get dark and depressing real quick... 

  Sincerely,

The lyfe of a Gamerz Gurlfriend Wife <3